And then there are days where I relapse back into square one where I'm willing to do anything and everything just to have you back in my life,just to hold you in my arms again,just to be yours again. I sit and I think. I think until my little world with it's little walls starts to fall at an unbelievable pace, just like how we fell. I go back to the time where we used to laugh and I dwell in that moment where I cherish your smile. I dwell in that moment where you belonged to me and I belonged to you. I dwell in that moment when we promised our love to each. And then it takes a turn. The horrible unwanted turn. Where I'm forced into reality. Where you don't want to be with me, where you are not mine to be with,where you are not mine to love. And that's when it hurts too deeply. I've gone through a lot of time without you but I'd lose it all just to be with you for another second. You were my different world. And I'll always love you.
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