i’m a once and went to twice’s concert in london. i had this plan that i would wait outside the bathroom and hope for chaeyoung to enter. she did. i waited for 15 minutes and she came out, and i quickly rushed into the stall and sat down where she was. the seat was so warm, like she was sweaty and flushed from constipation. the smell was absolutely rancid for the average person, but all registered that the smell of something inside her was INSIDE ME, INSIDE MY NOSE. chaeyoung was in me. i sat there for awhile before i noticed the droplet of urine on the seat. i gasped and immediately wiped it with my hand, rubbing it all over my body. her piss was absorbing through my skin, now inside me. it was the most romantic, erotic thing to ever happen to me. i cried for awhile, and eventually brought myself to leave. i still believe that the poop fumes and piss from chae are still inside me and me and chaeyoung will always have this special connection that no one has. i’ve never told this to anyone before, but i’m ready to accept myself for being a little out there. because i know chaeyoung would accept me. i think of this moment everyday and nothing will ever compare.